Cucked Overseas

from Concealed Ovulation by Lorelai

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Someone else is touching her
She’s laughing at someone else’s jokes
All the while I’m suffering in scarcity

Uncertain of my own anatomy
Directionless with my own autonomy
Even my heros wind up get cucked overseas

Toxic thoughts marinate in isolation
Seeking validation and all I get is further humiliation
Mislead by emotions, being impulsive just to stay off the sidelines
Easily avoidable mistakes have put me on the wrong timeline

No rebound will mitigate the chemical withdrawal
Running on the hamster wheel, mentally a Neanderthal
Longing for reconciliation but she doesn’t even want to coexist
Infliction of emotional retribution is always futile; do you know who you’re going to war with?

I built my self-esteem off of the delusions of the past
That I let ruminate in my head

I piece the momentary memories
of previous affection together with metaphorical duct tape

Confronted by the brutality of reality
Agonizing delusions
that and I will do anything to rationalize
Evading the acceptance that in pursuit of comfort I had over compromised

I finally broke
My monotonous routine
I can’t imagine anything
More boring than letting go
Beyond Insecure
But I have been reactivated
I’ll never be truly fulfilled
Until I’m perfectly agitated

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from Concealed Ovulation, released May 7, 2022

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