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Birthright Ireland
01:32
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Caught Brenna eating Bonk’s fries with another mick
All those nights I put Aloe Vera on her sunburn meant nothing to her
Gonna get a state subsidized GF with curly red hair and dressed in green
I wanna kiss every freckle on my Catholic queen
Leave my row home to be enlightened
God’s real chosen people return to the homeland
Totally not a racial supremacist ego trip
Irish Republican Army will teach me about heritage and courtship
Birthright Ireland
Fuckfest on the island
Bulldoze an Anglo’s home
Bombing Protestants with a drone
Birthright Ireland
Fuckfest on the island
Bulldoze an Anglo’s home
Bombing Protestants with a drone
America’s greatest ally in Europe
Citizen of an ethnostate and a beneficiary of war crimes
Make a family, leave a legacy drunk and belligerent off of Guinness the whole time
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Practice Girlfriend
00:54
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I got a practice girlfriend
I’m mentally prepared for it to end
I watch her suffer
and I’m just glad
I’m finally on the other side
of the neglect
This time it’s so easy to disconnect
Repetition is the mother of skill
Experimenting, running through the drills
I don’t care about the outcome
I just wanna be prepared when I actually meet the one
Just another weekly routine
Time to take out the trash, time to take her out
Just another weekly routine
Time to pay the bills, time to take her out
I’m already alone
Never alleviated me from my from my alienation
Just another weekly routine
Time to clean the house, time to take her out
Just another weekly routine
Time to get the groceries, time to take her out
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All day on the internet
Excess alcohol and caffeine
I hate being around people
But this is too much for me
Starring at graphs and refreshing my feed
Even if I had it I couldn’t comprehend the information that I need
Alternating anxiety and then fatigue
Over socialized in isolation. Finally, everyone is as paranoid as me
Throwing gasoline on the fire that is my ADHD
I can't believe the germophobic bug people got their way
I've grown intensely cold-hearted coping with the boredom
Setback after setback diminishing my conception of stability
But I'd rather die than virtue signal
Enraged but mostly just inconnivenced
The only way out of the fire is through it
Enemy of the science, progressive sin
Cope with crisis by being a contrarian
Mass psyop orchestrated against me personally
I never minded being an agitator
Selfish and ignorant
I wanna die on a ventilator
All day on the internet
Excess alcohol and caffeine
I hate being around people
But this is even too much for me
All day on the internet
Excess alcohol and caffeine
I hate being around people
But this is even too much for me
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Cucked Overseas
02:21
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Someone else is touching her
She’s laughing at someone else’s jokes
All the while I’m suffering in scarcity
Uncertain of my own anatomy
Directionless with my own autonomy
Even my heros wind up get cucked overseas
Toxic thoughts marinate in isolation
Seeking validation and all I get is further humiliation
Mislead by emotions, being impulsive just to stay off the sidelines
Easily avoidable mistakes have put me on the wrong timeline
No rebound will mitigate the chemical withdrawal
Running on the hamster wheel, mentally a Neanderthal
Longing for reconciliation but she doesn’t even want to coexist
Infliction of emotional retribution is always futile; do you know who you’re going to war with?
I built my self-esteem off of the delusions of the past
That I let ruminate in my head
I piece the momentary memories
of previous affection together with metaphorical duct tape
Confronted by the brutality of reality
Agonizing delusions
that and I will do anything to rationalize
Evading the acceptance that in pursuit of comfort I had over compromised
I finally broke
My monotonous routine
I can’t imagine anything
More boring than letting go
Beyond Insecure
But I have been reactivated
I’ll never be truly fulfilled
Until I’m perfectly agitated
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Algorithms drown out my inner monologue
Regurgitated talking points dictate my dialogue
Publicly displaying my social withdrawal
My mind is not my mine, behaviorist monopolize my time
Forfeiting identity
Conforming for security
Indulging in irresponsibility
Freedom without accountability
Cognition destabilized
For profit, State of comatose
Overpowers neurotic thoughts
Living in a simulated habitat
that satisfies newfound basic human needs
Cognition destabilized
For profit, State of comatose
Overpowers neurotic thoughts
Living in a simulated habitat
that satisfies newfound basic human needs
Being anti-social in seclusion
Given the bare minimum of social approval
Keeping up appearances for the imposter represented
Attention sold to the highest bidder
Forfeiting identity
Conforming for security
Indulging in irresponsibility
Freedom without accountability
Individual expression hijacked for a consumerist coping mechanism
by industrialist that know better than to fight this inner conflict
Devolved beyond the need for freedom or dignity
Complacent in manufactured hyperreality
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Working hard
As your quality of life
Decreases but
Your tolerance for
Pain grows
I feel most
Inspired when
My soul is
Crushed
Resist the
Instant
Gratification
of artificial stimulation
I wouldn’t
Expect
Anything
Less
Than being kicked
While I’m already down
Empowerment from struggling to survive
When I grind I feel alive
Shut the fuck up and get to work
Resist the
Instant
Gratification
of artificial stimulation
I wouldn’t
Expect
Anything
Less
Than being kicked
While I’m already down
Empowerment from struggling to survive
when I grind I feel alive
You are unskilled
and unmotivated
Emasculated
by unemployment
Your leisure
and complacency
is disgusting
I reject your toxic optimism
Choosing
Discipline over delusion
Driven to
Compete for resources
Work will unironically set you free
Transcend into
Our full potential
Disingenuously
Fulfilling visions
Accomplishment
Layaway
An existence
with an
impractical
fabricated purpose
Networking
just to
promote an
undeveloped service
Resist conforming to societies instant gratifications
Before it’s too late to avoid the inevitable
living a life of regret and financing a future off of debt
Outdated template for success
Childlike, appealing to aforementioned authority
Recovering from an adolescent comfort fallacy
Defined as a disorder but it’s the harsh reality
Put in the hours
Have the willpower to stand alone
there’s nothing more comforting
than the pain I feel sacrificing the present for the future
Insecure attachment to a dehumanizing system
Contingent on complacency rather than self-reliance
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